To Inspire...

Lately i have taken a few days off to work through some past emotions that came up that needed healing... but i am back and ready to give you an authentic blog post that is raw, from a place of love and hasn't had me sit and over think what to put "just incase". 

I woke up this morning with an attitude of grattitude, this phrase is thrown around my house constantly to the point when i say it there are times my children give me the look of ... mum please stop.. we get it.  

After morning meditation, a bit of journalling and a hot chocolate i decided to read a few more pages of my chosen book. Mastering your mean girl by Melissa Ambrosini. If you haven't read it yet, please do! An amazing and inspiring read from a truely beautiful women inside and out! 

There was a line i read that hit me deep within my core. It reminded me that as much as i write my blog posts i am always worried about whether people will like my writing, whether the content is relevant or not ... aka letting my mean girl take over. So today from this post onwards, i will always write from a place of love, not fear. A place where you can sit, read and maybe even relate to my writing... who know's maybe even inspire you to take that leap and start your own blog, book or whatever it is that truely lights you up within! 

Writing is my thing, along with many others brings me pure peace and happiness that fills me up with love completely!! 

So onto my last few days.. this is where stuff gets real. 

As you know, i am on my twin flame journey.. now i knew he would be coming into my life but i was told next year, so when he arrived this year up popped my mean girl saying nooooo everything you are feeling isn't real! It can't be!! So instead of lovingly tending to her, i let her rule my head. This then ended up with me wanting to run so far away from him but that connection of pure love said what are you doing !?!?! This brought me to a dark place, a place where all i wanted was to get out of the feeling and run from it. Leave this planet if i had to! I had a plan and was going to run with it. The closest feeling i can describe it with is feeling like your heart is being ripped out and the universe is making it so uncomfortable for me to try and follow through with the decision! 

(Here's a tip for you, in life if something feel's off and gut wrenchingly negative.. please don't do it!! Follow the feeling of love) 

I ignored the signs the universe was sending me and it took drastic action against me in the form of my 2 year old who had a full on meltdown and pulled the door so hard onto her toe it ripped all the skin and has lifted the nail off! ( she is doing great, it looks sore but we show her and her wound love eveyday!) 

The message came through loud and clear, we have to show ourselves love through every single moment, whether it be light or dark. We are here to experience both and the trick is to always love yourself regardless to what thoughts pop up or what situation you are living through. If you can't love yourself then who else can you love right !? 

I want to end this post by saying thank you to those who visit and read my posts. I am so grateful you take time out of your life to do so!  

Keep on choosing love and know we are all working through our own struggles, you aren't alone in this. 

♡