When you can't sleep....blog!

Writing is my passion, it always has been so whenever i feel anything, writing is my go to so that i can empty what i'm carrying around for either the world or my journal to see! 

Recently, the relationship between me and sleep has become strained again. Like right now for instance, it's 1.43am and everyone in my house is asleep yet here i am wide awake talking to you..... i do want to mention i LOVE sleep and my bed and that relaxing feeling of just laying there. But most of my nights are spent wide awake doing nothing! 

So, my friend did me a reading on my life recently and she spoke about my twin flame and where he is at in life right now (she was spot on.) She also spoke about how many of my soul mates are coming into my life right now and i believe for good reason!  I feel each and everyone is here to bring a new lesson, dig up some more burried feelings or behaviours that no longer serve me so i can release them and take one more step towards enlightenment! 

My latest lesson was about releasing the control (even more so because i have already started doing this) over how people are, what they choose do to in their life etc etc... for many years my older 2 children lived with a mum who tried to micro-manage every single thing in their life and let me tell you that isn't fun!! It isn't fun for myself or for them and made us all pretty miserable and contstrained. Now, my children make their own decisions and as long as they aren't putting their lives in any danger i choose to not put my 2 pence worth across unless they ask me to. These days i have an amazing understanding of who they are as individual souls amd how they navigate their way through life, i get to see that beautiful spark within their soul that their generation carries with them to make the much needed change for the world. I want to keep that spark alive and watch them nourish it daily! Luckily for Bella, she came along the same time my awakening started before i even realised that it was happening so letting her be her has always happened and i can see how much of a difference that makes to a child !  

I find with people close to me, or people i come across in life that ability to let them be themselves is easy, but with my children it was one of the toughest things i got through and now i need to release even more of a grip but i feel this time it is in situations in my life rather then anyone else's. 

So if you take anything from this very early and very sleepy blog post, let it be that each and every soul is here to walk their own path, shine their own beautiful light with no 2 journeys being exactly the same. Such a beautiful thought right? To know each and every one of us is needed to walk our own path and be our true authentic self, and to not try and force someone to walk your path the way you want to. Let each soul be free and everyone will be exactly where they need to be at each and every moment of the day and night. 

♡