Introducing....

My first ever post was introducing me to the world of blogging, however i would like to write another introduction so you can meet the real Jess who lives true to herself every single day, but i don't want to delete the old because she is a reminder to always keep walking my truth with my head held high. 

I have always had contact with spirit since i was young age, but growing up in a family that don't accept that, or even in a world that hasn't been so welcoming to anything different, it's easier to try and blend in with the masses to make for an "easier life". 

So here i am, Jess.... not overly top girly but love to get dressed up for the occasion too! Most days you will find me in jeans and a top with sandals or pumps on my feet. Wearing my crystal bracelets, pockets.. purse and bag filled with my crystals that come with me wherever i go ( because i LOVE them and genuinly feel bare when i don't have them with me.)  I have a crazy amount of natural wavy hair on my head ( i swear i always wonder how 1 person can have so much hair) and i am now comfortable with it left naturally  ( this has taken YEARS.) 

I have 9 tattoos (1 i did myself when i was drunk because it seemed like an amazing idea at the time) and i plan on getting more... i do LOVE all types of art afterall. I wear make up everyday... not for everyone else but because i actually enjoy wearing it! 

Since living more true to myself, i have healed so many wounds from this lifetime and many others, i have released man traits that i have picked up from others throughout my life. Now i am now less controlling, all knowing that the universe ALWAYS has my back, accept every single soul for who they are and where they are at, including my children who for so long lived with me needing them to be a certain way and i have watched my life go from being a huge struggle to the most amazing and beautiful journey i can be part of. 

Meditation... ergh i know that dreaded word right!? Yeah, i got into meditation and struggled my arse off with everything that came up, so i stopped and tried to re join the masses.. haha yeah ok next joke .... That didn't work.. so the universe once again made my life so so uncomfortable that i had no choice but to carry on walking in the light, in my truth and walking that long road of enlightenmnet. I tried meditation again, but with a more positive and open mindset and since then me and meditation have become besties! (Seriously i can't big up meditation enough.. along with grattitude, love, non expectancy.. well the list is long but quite simple.) 

This year was also the year i found out that i was on my twin journey.. i manifested the crap out of him and he came... ( yes far too early but hey at least i got to see his face right!?) Although right now isn't our time he knows and i want you all to know, i love him dearly, i accept and respect where he is at in life and know one day it will be the right time for us. Looking into your twin's eyes is like looking straight into your own soul.. it is so deep and there is so much attatched to the experience, it is intense to say the least. No one on this earth or on any other planet... galaxy ... anywhere comes close to his soul, he is home in every single sense and just having that connection from afar is beautiful. I could write pages upon pages about this, but it isn't something you can ever exactly pin point in words. I just know i feel extremely blessed to have his soul in my life ♡